I've been immersed in this silence. In fact, not complete silence as my sinuses are still not completely back to health and my head feels immersed under water. I've been sleeping a lot. So much. I've had some very morbid thoughts. Umm, maybe I'm a bit depressed? All the signs point to it... Maybe I'm just content and creating this drama. Life is pretty fine and dandy... There's things I wish would be different of course. People I wish would miss me more...ooh it's easy to direct my sadness onto them, ey?
Career wise I'm unsure and yet I'm in a position of power. I have a permanent contract and I'm very happy at my school. I do the best I can within my circumstances. But am I content with everything I'm doing? I just don't know...
I hope to find some answers soon.
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