Making the commitment

So it seems I lack commitment. Commitment to anyone and anything as well as commitment to coming up from my drop backs currently! I'm still kinda swimming up from the floor...using my strength and limited flexibility with a sore left side - intercostal muscles and hamstring now! Something's lacking, commitment and maybe something's stopping me, fear. Maybe I'll be brave and throw myself into the unknown. Maybe I'm over-tired but my tears say follow your heart...do what you know is right. Commit. Be courageous. Do it, even though it's hard and sometimes...scary.